why bother?

by *redheadedbrod

fucking eh! now like usual you are talking to me.
I bet today you are nothing but formal and
cordial. UGH! I don't get you. why are you as
such. I can never understand. you can be one way
and different way now. Are you trying to hide?
A different side you wish not even I to see?
too funny! almost immature!
some day I am going to stop talking. stop
saying how interesting you are -- I hope to
fucking god its soon! I know I should not
waste my time on silliness. seeking a great
answer for the dumbest of dumb questions. why
bother trying to answer when all received is a headache?
moments of silence. care for a travel down
a distant road. careful it is rocky and torn. I hear
huge laughter within my sights. caution catches
fire on the wind. time knows no boundaries.
yet I stand on the outskirts of town being burnt
and blown away.
gossip kills the mind. lost is the soul that
wonders. are you seeing the pain. why bother
being acknowledged by an asshole such as you.
wrecking the wall of my defense -- only because
I don't understand.
why the fuck do I find you interesting?